Sunday, 21 September 2014

Event Report: Abstrak VI, Astronomy Domain

HELLO PEOPLE! So yesterday was very insaaaaaaaaaane! Yes, it was Abstrak VI: Astronomy Domain, "The sky is no longer the limit". For those who asked "what is Abstrak?" Well this is the biggest event that held by Taruna Bakti Senior High School students, and it only held once in four years.

Abstrak VI flyer/poster.

Yes, it located on my school's sport field. Which is soooooooo big! And anyway, I bought the presale ticket so it didn't cost much money :p. The gate opened at 10.00 am, but because I need to got into the course first, so I late to went there. I went there at 2 p.m and arrived in there at 3 p.m I guess? Because of traffic jam and also I'm using public transportation too. But, when I saw the performer's schedule on Instagram, I guess I didn't late because starts from 3.10 p.m, the sensation of the guess stars' are coming! Here the schedule: 


So, when I arrived there it was Moustache and Beard who was performing. But before I felt the atmosphere of astronomy on my school's sport field... I need to trade my presale ticket first on the ticket box then the crew put this on my hand:

Then after that, I went to the upstairs but first the security crew body checked me and they took my Fitbar snack which was so sad because I need that in case I was really hungry, but then, ah, never mind. Take mine. Then, I went into a tunnel, which was a very good start... That was a cool tunnel anyway! I felt like I was on my way to the galaxy. lol. Then... After that, I met my friends there which most of them were the crews. But because when I reached there the rain was falling, I went to the cafe bazaar and I bought drink first. Oh anyway, this is the view of Abstrak's stage:

Then, it was 4 p.m and Dhira Bongs was on stage! The performer before her was Trou. But I was on another side of the field, so I didn't see them. She sang for about four songs, she was covering 2 songs and she also sang her own songs. Her voice was very very sweet and also charming. I like it when she sang "Bingung"

Sweet and charming Dhira Bongs on stage!

After Dhira Bongs, then it's time for.. Stere-Owl!! That's the very own Taruna Bakti's dance group. Which three of my closest friends are the member of it. I didn't take any pic/video when they performed because I was too busy to shouted "BABAAAAAA!", "ECHAAAAA!" or "ALEEEEEE!" Yep, my friend, Navissa who also known as Baba, she performed a dance with her five partners. She danced and accompanied by Justin Timberlake's song, also, my friend, Naufal who also known as Echa, he was dancing along with his partner, Mojo (Rafii). They danced and accompanied by Barbie Girl song and Party Rock Anthem song. They were sooo insane! Their dance moves were so cool but also funny at the same time. Then, my friend Alesya, who also known as Ale, she performed as a solo dancer, and her dancing moves were SOOOOO AMAZING AND POWERFUL! I really adore her, big time. It was like.. She was very different on stage. She was just like a professional dancer on the stage. Then, Stereowl members continued their performance, and it was my classmate, Alika, she was performing Ariana Grande's Problem dancing moves, which is very sweet and cute! Me and my friends who were on the front row, shouted on "I got one less problem without you!" part. That was so insane, until I almost lose my voice but thank God, I still have my voice.

Stereowl out from stage, then it's time for The Milo! But unfortunately, I wasn't on the venue, because I started to exploring the other side of the sport field. And this is what it looks like:

That was Kora-kora or, we could say... Giant swing. I didn't try it because I think I have to queued for a long time, because so many people who also wanted to try i. So, I decided to just saw it from distance, yea, like this. I only took the photo of it. Lol.

After The Milo, it's time for Kebelet Teater to performing. And ugh I hate to say it again but I wasn't on the venue because I went to the cafe bazaar to bought some foods and drinks. Then I went back to the venue. And yeah, I met my boyfriend too. I haven't seen him for 2 days, anyway. I finally met him yesterday :D Thank God I could spend my time there with my boyfriend. Actually my boyfriend also a crew, but maybe his task has done.. So he could accompany me at night. Well, yeah, actually when The Milo performing, my boyfriend accompanied me too, but just for a while and I didn't know where he was going. Then I met him again right before Very Hot is coming to the stage.

It's time for Very Hot to perform!! This is also Taruna Bakti's very own choir. They just like a Glee club on my school, but they were just very amazing. They sang for about four songs. I forgot what the title of the song that they sang, I only remember they sang Bohemian Rhapsody. That was a very cool and amazing performance! Later, in the end of their performance, about 6 members did a skill performance. They were vocalizing from mid-note until high-note, but it sounds like they shouting, but in a melodic way, I don't know how to say, but THAT WAS SO INSANE AND COOL!! I wish I could had a voice like them..

Then, it's time for Sore to perform. They sang "Pergi Tanpa Pesan" and other songs. Me and my boyfriend.. because we were too tired, we end up sat at the corner of the field, and we saw Sore performing from distance. We were too much standing before.. So yeah. After Sore, it's time for Seringai! Well, well, it really turns me up. Lol. But because my boyfriend said he wanted to sit on a chair, so we went to the cafe bazaar again and we sat there and watched Seringai's performance from projector which connected to the camera in front of the stage. After we sat for a while, we went again to the venue. And we watched Seringai until they finished their performance. It was very hype there. So many audience which also a fan of Seringai are very loud when Seringai performed. 

Last two performers, The House Bangers with Fashion Show Taruna Bakti and Dipha Barus! BUT I REALLY SAD TO SAY....... I WENT HOME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HOUSE BANGERS' PERFORMANCE WHICH IS VERY VERY SAD. And I couldn't watch Dipha Barus too of course, but because my brother has give his spare time to pick me up, then what would I do? I really should go home. Ugh. But actually,  I still at the field when The House Bangers came up. I kinda danced through the music for a while, lol. It was so haceeeeep. But then, I went home. Bye.

By the way, lol, my event report was very unclear, isn't it? Yea, sorry, but I just wanted to tell you about what I've experienced yesterday. Because this is the first time I went to the biggest event of my school, but when I tried to enjoy it to the very end, I need to go home. But, I wish I could do an event report again with a complete report, of course. Because I am a starter so yeah, sorry, guys. And I quite enjoyed my time at there. I could spend my time with my friends and also my boyfriend, which is very priceless and precious. Anyway, enjoy the rest of your day.

Any comments please put in the comment box.

See ya in another post.


Saturday, 2 August 2014

Hello, fellas.

Hi!! It's been 2 weeks I'm not updating my blog -,- sorry... Because my laptop was in maintenance for a week so I couldn't post something here. Anyway, Happy Ied Mubarak 1435 Hijr! May Allah bless us always, and forgive me if I have a mistake seen or unseen. Hmm nothing happened while I'm not with my PC lol. My holiday is still remain the same. But....... on Tuesday, I had a trip to Central Java!!

So, Ied Mubarak is on 28 July. And because my brother is on holiday too, he wanted to had a trip to somewhere. So, he planned to had a trip to Central Java by himself, but my father said it's better to had a trip together along with family. Then, on 29 July at 5 a.m, we started the trip. Our first destination is Purwodadi. Placed in northern Central Java. It was a looong trip, because we had a traffic jam in Comal Bridge which was damaged. We stuck in there for about 2 hours because of the heavy traffic jam. Then, we finally reached the destination on 9.30 p.m.

Day 2, in Purwodadi. I had a breakfast then I took a bath, dressed up and we headed to Kradenan. I've been there last year, in December, you can see the pic on my Google+, I didn't took a pic in Kradenan because I've took it last year lol :p and I'm too lazy to type actually. Sorry. In Kradenan, my father visited his old friends. Then, we headed to Surakarta or as known as Solo. I don't know if I ever been there.. But, well I'm so excited because it's my boyfriend's hometown :p which is why when my parents allowed us to went to Solo, I was really excited. We went to Solo via Sragen, it's a city before Solo, where my boyfriend stayed there. We reached to the hotel, placed near center of the city. After we checked in and took a rest, we planned to walk around the town to find a dinner. We walked from hotel to Galabo, it's like a food market. There's so many traditional food truck that you can found. We walked like for an hour? Maybe. Because I felt so tired after I reached Galabo. And I was starving. We found a food truck that served Bakmi Jawa, well this is my family's favorite food. I don't know what's the name of that food truck but it placed in the corner of Galabo, so you need to walk until there and you will find food truck which served bakmi Jawa. I ordered Bakmi Godhok, it's like boiled noodle but in Javanese style, it's different from any other noodles, you know. It has their special taste. I can taste the traditional ingredients on their gravy. After we ate, we walked back to the hotel. I took a bath, dressed up for sleep then... I sleep.

Day 3, in Solo. We went to Orion Mandarijn, one of the famous bakery shop in Solo which sell the famous lapis malang. It's like a sponge cake, but I don't know, there's a special thing in that cake. Maybe because it's one and only available in Solo, or maybe the taste of that cake which can made us wanted to go back to Solo. After we shopped a lot of souvenir--which almost all of them are foods, we went back to Bandung. And, of course, we had a traffic jam again at Comal Bridge. Finally I reached home exactly on 12.01 a.m, Friday 1 August.

Well, it's not really a wonderful trip because we avoid huge traffic jam because it was a Ied holiday and of course, a lot of people who wanted to back to their hometown. I wish I could had a trip again to Central Java because it's always my favorite destination to have a trip with my family.

Oh and anyway 2 days again school is starting. AND I HAVE A LOT OF ASSIGNMENTS. AND I HAVEN'T DONE IT YET. LOL. I wish I could survive again on my new class.. errrr.

Bye, enjoy your last days of your holiday.

Wednesday, 16 July 2014


Hi people, how's your school days? Is it awesome or nah? Well, mine.. quite good. I kinda can adapt with my new class even though sometimes I complain it again. My classmates are totally different with me...... So, here's a thing. You could say I'm the loudest person when you meet me. Because I can't stop talking and making noises. Also my friends say, I'm the funniest person because of my Sundanese-accent which is stick with me every time I told stories to them. Which is why, they can't stop laughing when I irritated or complaining something with Sundanese. Well, I can say... Maybe that's my specialty in everyone's eyes.

Anyway, I kinda ashamed with my classmates because, hmm yesterday, my math teacher wasn't come because he had to go to Riau. Then, he gave us task to do then should collect it after Ied Fitr holiday. He gave us for about 40 questions of math to do. Because of that, I thought 'Meh this is for holiday, right? Gotta do it on holiday.' Then I chatted with my three best friends. But then, when I looked around my class, they did the task. And I'm like... Okay, so.. I made noises with my friends while my classmates did the homework for holiday. So ashamed, you know. It's totally different from what I experienced when I was in 10th grade. You know, when I was in 10th grade, when teacher gave us task, my classmates DIDN'T do it. We played all along the free time. Oh, my.. I felt like I really don't deserve in this class because I'm a very LAZY person you know. I only did a task when I wanted to. Just, ah really... See, I'm the laziest person, right?

My school problems are so weird, right? I'm lazy but people around me are sooooooooo diligent.

And anyway yesterday I was happy too because I could talk with my boyfie after school which is boosting my mood.


Oh, and anyway.. Gah, today is the first day I studied Biology with that new curriculum which labelled as 'student-centered curriculum' so, at first, my teacher made a game which we're gonna mixed up with my another classmates to make a group, well maybe her purpose is making student more socialize with each other. So, I'm in a group that contains with two person that have a very brilliant brain. And finally I could socialize with new friends too. My teacher gave us some kind of worksheet about cell. There's a lot of blanks that we must fill it. We can search the answer on the book. But..... There's so many things which not included in text book. And..... I think.. From now.. I must study with my lovely PC to find everything which not included in my text book. Well, I know this is very disturbing and yeah... complicated. Because once I touched my PC, I can't stop to use it. I may spend my study time-with-pc by opened social networks, opened my fav website or... Writing on my blog. Really different from last year's curriculum because everything I need was included on the text book.

Huh, so many things that I complained, right? That's school. I wish I could still survive tomorrow. And not feel sleepy again because today I was very sleepy you know!

Gotta go, a lot of things to do.


Friday, 11 July 2014

hehe, this is about you.

you colored up my day
you bring happiness
even though you made me irritated because of your harsh attitude
but i still love you.
you make me feel like, i'm the luckiest girl in this world to having you
you make me feel so special in your eyes
you make me feel like i'm a girl. more than just an ordinary girl.
your hot and your cold, even though sometimes i can't take it, but, i try to be patience
even though you can be very considerate, but sometimes you can be like 'i don't care'
when i feel down, you can make me feel up again, beside my best friends.
you can be the funniest person
or you can be the scariest person... when you can't control your anger
i believe in you
even though sometimes negative-thinking-habit comes up
i love you
you tell me that you really love me
i love you more
i wish i could stay with you
you tell me to stay with you forever
i wish i could stay with you on my entire life. for now, or later
dude, i never been so in love like this. even though we have a little fight just because a little mistake, but, little fight taught me to be more mature, how to respect each other, etc. just... pretend like little fight is a lesson for both of us, don't take it too serious..... well, i hope so.

i love you. so much.

Hi, people. We met again.

Hi, people. Long time not update my blog like for about 3 months? lol, sorry. May-June were so busy months.. Then in the end of June, my internet was down so I couldn't open my blog and update it. Ergh internet connection is really bad these days. Anyway, my last post. About my trip to Cililin, right? So sorry I can't continue the story because too lazy to type it muahahahahahah. Well, I'm gonna post it again someday....

So, yesterday was the first day of school. Now I'm in 11 grade of high school. It's getting closer to the college ya know! I must be more diligent, more effort, and of course, let go of that laziness-- bahahahah even though I know, I wouldn't let go that bad habit of me.

Hmm, so here's a thing. I kinda feel uncomfortable with my new class. I'm in 11-2, yea. 2. Which means, in my school, number 2 means that class is such.. a very special class? Why do I call that? Karena, dari pengamatan gue, kelas 11-2 itu isinya anak-anak yang ranking nya 1-5 di kelasnya dan yang punya rata-rata nilai rapor kelas 10 nya diatas 80. Well, I'm one of it. Jadi, gue... Masuk kelas unggulan itu. Awalnya gue stres banget pas gue tau gue masuk kelas unggulan. Ya, lu bayangin aja. Gue, yang segini males banget buat belajar tau-tau gue mesti ketemu sama orang yang punya kemampuan otak yang diatas gue. It's obviously, I feel like... I don't deserve to be there. I feel like I want to go out from there. Take me out of there. Menurut gue, di kelas ini, orang-orang di dalemnya pasti punya ambisi yang sama: ngejar jalur undangan, dapet nilai bagus, bertahan di si kelas yang punya embel-embel unggulan itu. Ketika hari pertama gue belajar, itu pelajaran Biologi dan guru absen tiap anak satu-satu sambil ia bertanya "Dari kelas 10 apa? Rencana kuliah mau dimana?" dan, hasilnya, sebagian besar anak di kelas gue itu jawab "Kedokteran." Cuma gue sama temen gue satu orang doang yang jawab "Psikologi." Kebayang, kan, sebagian besar milih Kedokteran, pastinya mereka bakal berlomba-lomba buat ngeraih nilai semaksimal mungkin buat dapetin si jalur undangan masuk Kedokteran itu.

Kasarnya, gue minder masuk kelas unggulan. Iya, gue minder. Dulu gue pernah masuk semacam kelas unggulan gini pas kelas 9A. Gue ngerasa ya gue ga pantes buat masuk kelas unggulan itu. Kenapa? Menurut gue, anak-anak dikelas unggulan itu macem-macem tapi tujuan mereka ya sama. Cuma, ada orang yang bener-bener ambisi mau dapet nilai bagus dan sampai-sampai dia punya sifat perfeksionis yang menurut gue udah kelebihan. Ada anak yang terlalu rajin. Ada juga anak yang biasa-biasa aja, ya kayak gue ini. Sama hal nya kaya gue di kelas 11-2 ini. Gue termasuk anak yang biasa-biasa aja menurut gue. Untung nya doang gue ikut-ikutan jadi rajin aja gara-gara gaul sama temen sekelas gue. Ya cuma gue agak gak nyaman dan gak suka aja soalnya gue anaknya terlalu woles, dan bener-bener cuek tentang sekolah. Sedangkan temen-temen gue tuh rajin, kerajinan malah.

Kenapa gue bilang kayak gini? Soalnya, pas kelas 10 gue masuk kelas yang isinya menurut gue adil, lah. Ada yang emang pinter, rajin, biasa aja, sampai yang bener-bener woles dan tenang. Istilah gue sih, slow but sure. Gue seneng banget di kelas 10 gue itu. Gue bisa rada tenang sedikit soalnya lingkungan gue nya juga gak menekan gue buat berlomba-lomba untuk nilai bagus. Kalo nilai jelek, ya gue punya temen senasib. You'll never remedial alone. Tapi kalau di kelas unggulan, remedial tuh kayanya serasa akhir dunia soalnya malu, kan, temen sekelas lu nilai nya diatas lu sedangkan lu nilai nya jauh dibawah mereka. Itu salah satu hal yang gue takutin.

Gue gak tau mesti seneng apa kagak. Gue lagi berusaha betah sama kelas gue ini. Gue lagi berusaha berjalan di on track gue sendiri untuk survive di kelas ini.

Semoga aja seiring jalannya waktu, gue bisa kebiasa sama kelas tipe beginian lagi sampe satu tahun kedepan. I hope so.


Friday, 11 April 2014

Duemila Sedici: Trip to Cililin 2014 - Day 1, 17th March 2014.

hi hi people!! how's your day? mine? awesome :p well, not too monochrome like past eheh because now there's someone who just came into my life :D you know what it means.... hahah never mind. yeaaa the point is, i think now i'm feeling better since i know him ok. ok :p

anyway.... i promised to give you a report about my field trip, right? well, here it is. hmm i'm gonna tell it with my mother language :P yeah, indonesian or maybe i'm gonna use english a little bit. here it is :

jadi... 3 minggu yang lalu, sekolah gue ada acara namanya Field Trip. nah, tujuannya sekarang itu ke desa wangunsari, cililin yang tepatnya ada di kabupaten bandung barat. disana, gue bakal stay 3 hari bareng ayah sama ibu angkat dari sana. dan gue feel like locals in there :p di hari pertama ini diawali dengan.... gue siap-siap dari jam setengah 4 subuh kalau ga salah. sebelumnya dari jauh-jauh hari, sama ka winny, fasilitator kelompok gue udah ingetin buat dateng ke sekolah pokonya sampe sana harus jam setengah 6 atau ga kalo lebih bagus, lebih baik dateng jam 5 juga. tapi yah ortu gue sih, break the rules, sekitar jam setengah 6 gue baru sampai di sekolah. ternyata pas gue sampe sekolah, udah penuh aja. temen-temen gue udah nunggu di deket pos satpam sekolah gue. dan gue liat ke sekitar gue, bawaan mereka banyak banget. dan gue bingung sendiri, apa cuma gue disini yang bawaannya dikit dan tas gue kayanya ringan? fyi, gue cuma bawa baju 5 atau 6 baju sama pasangannya (you know what i mean) dan itu ada di dalem satu tas baju dan tas ransel gue isinya cuma sleeping bag, alat-alat penting lainnya, sama makanan doang. sampe temen gue yang liat bawaan gue cuma segitu dibilang 'lit, bawaan lu kaya banyak tapi kok pinter ngepack nya sih' ya jujur aja, gue orang nya suka yang fleksibel dan cepet jadi ya gue packing nya dibantuin ibu gue, dan alhamdulilah gue gak merasa berat tuh dengan bawaan segitu. nah, abis kumpul bareng temen-temen gue, akhirnya gue sama temen-temen gue menuju bis yang tepatnya ada di jalan samping sekolah gue. ya ga jauh-jauh amat, lah. ortu gue bantuin gue bawa tas baju gue dan jalan bareng gue, nemenin gue.

gue sama temen gue nyari-nyari nama kita di daftar nama bis. gue sama temen-temen gue yang bisa dibilang kaya batalyon mau perang... yah jadi ceritanya, karena dulu sempet ada ngerombak bis, gue langsung tulis nama temen-temen kelas gue yang jumlah nya lebih dari 10 orang kalo gak salah, alhasil, di bis 2, bis yang gue tumpangin sampe cililin dan sebaliknya, dipenuhin sama anak-anak x3, kelas gue tercinta.

daaan, gue sama mine, udah booking tempat duduk paling belakang. yang cowo, kayak wisnu, kevin dimas, kresna duduk di belakang. yang cewe.. di bangku yang seat nya 3 sama 2. gue sih pasti sama mine. terus depan gue ada sekar, irin, alifa. sebelah seat gue ada ale sama ghina, depan mereka ada nadine, terus, bangku sebelah nadine ada chacha sama widhiya. surely, we rule the backseat :p andddd of course, we're the most noisy passenger in that bus, lol.

kita berangkat jam setengah 7. ngaret banget dari jadwal aslinya, yang berangkat dari bandung jam 6, but no, it wasn't. yah, sepanjang jalan sih gitu-gitu aja, paling yang cowo-cowo kelas lain yang duduk di depan rada ripuh malah pindah ke belakang buat main bareng cowo-cowo x3 yang duduk di belakang. well, anyway here are the pics while we're on bus :D


a-very-x3-moodbooster-trio: wisnu, dimas, kevin

yea its me :|

setelah menempuh perjalanan kurang lebih 3 atau 4 jam, gue lupa, soalnya gue sambil nutup mata dikit-dikit sih, akhirnya nyampe juga. tapiiii, ternyata, perjalanan kita masih jauh. kita harus naik pick up buat nyampe ke desa nya. daaaaan this is the first time in forever gue naik mobil bak terbuka, no safety. cuma duduk aja dipinggir mobil bak. rasanya tuuuuh kaya naik roller coaster dan medan jalan buat menuju desa itu tuh gilaaaaaaak abis. ada yang nanjak lah, turun nya terjal banget, berbatu, bikin pantat gue sakit intinya. nah, ini nih gue abadiin di suatu video instagram gue:

yah kan, liat tuh, ribet banget kita hahahahaha. kurang lebih kaya gitu suasana pas lagi naik pick up. IT WAS CRAYYYYYYZEEEEH!!! nah abis naik pick up, akhirnya nyampe juga di desa wangunsari!!! huft after 30 minutes di ujung tanduk pick up...

we took our belongings dan ka winny langsung nunjukin rumah kita dimana, untungnya, rumah kita gak jauh amat dari tempat pick up tadi berhenti. yah, alhamdulillah kita beruntung banget dapet rumah yang pas di deket spanduk 'Trip to Cililin 2K14'. nah, housemate gue ada... ale, mine, alifa, sekar, dan ghina. habis turun dari pick up, kita langsung masuk ke rumah yang bakal kita stay, dan ternyata nama ibu angkat kita namanya ibu martiani dan bapak utay. pas kita nyampe sana, bu martiani lagi ngasuh cucu nya, namanya de rapi. setelah kenalan sama bu martiani, kita beresin barang bawaan kita ke kamar yang udah disediain. terus sempet ada kabar dari ka winny kalau kita bakal ke Curug Gawang jam 3 sore, tapi ternyata, cuaca berkata lain... dan turun lah hujan. Anyway, pas lagi hujan itu kita beli baso yang lewat. sure, we can't contain our excitement pas tukang baso lewat. we surely love bakso SO MUCH. di hari pertama sih no such a thing happened, karena seharian hujan, dari kita nyampe sampai malem. but we took some pics waktu sebelum hujan... oh but anyway before that, the boys sempet mampir ke rumah kita dan bawa temen-temen baru! here it is:

hanging out with a kid from the village :P

me with that NO word tee. beside me: alifa-jasmine-alesya-ghina and in front: sekar

malamnyaaa kita diskusi buat bikin semacam laporan gitu. yah repot banget deh pokonya, ada aja sih perbedaan pendapat tapi akhirnyaaa yah jadi juga laporannya walaupun selesainya agak mepet.

well, for me nothing happened on day 1 karena hujan kita jadi gak bisa kemana-mana and all we had to do was just stay at home. anyway last pic on this post:

groupie ;)


daaan sebagai akhir penutup report day 1, the boys left our house about 8.30pm. abis itu kita solat, makan malem, and...... sleep.

okay that's all for day 1, anyway i'll be back soon for field trip report day 2.

yours truly,
lita :)

Sunday, 16 March 2014


Hi, people! Ah long time not update on my blog :p how's your life anyway? Mine? Well, still monochrome, I think. Lol. It's been 3 months I'm not posting here, eh? Yeah, high school makes me busy all day. I don't expect it will be like this cuz there's some people say that high school is a precious time on your life but I think no. It's not. Or maybe because I just haven't feel it, maybe. Kinda confuse what to write here. My life story in past 3 months? Hmm good idea, I think. Okay so here's the timeline of my life from January 2014.

January, 2014.

So, this is only a synopsis of my life story. Lol, you think your life is a movie? It could be, and I think I have to put a soundtrack on my life story :p if my life in January was a movie, I will titled it: Just a Feeling. Why? Because.....

In this month, I kinda stepped back and stop chasing him. The reason is... I just can't survive with his respond to me and I thought he could be not even feel the same like I did to him. After I realized maybe he didn't like me or maybe I just make him feel uncomfortable, I finally stopped my conversation with him. I remembered, my last chat with him on LINE was in 31 January 2014.  Then, for about 1 week, I don't have any crush. But, week after that, I kinda had a crush with my own best friend (maybe?) so, I have a group chat on LINE the group contains 3 members: me, my friend and my crush. Lol. I had a conversation with him in personally from 25 January 2014. I felt like maybe he's good for me. Then, I frequently send a message to him. January was a busy month for me, especially on the third week, because it was a week full of tests, quizzes, and assignments so I had to work hard in that week.

February, 2014.

Ah, I kinda hate this month. Not because I'm being single for Valentine's Day. It's just... idk this month makes me want to blame people, scream, and anything. This is very stressful month. For me. On the first until the second week of this month, my heart was very colorful. Why? Because my new crush also frequently send me a message. And we had a looooong conversation in one day. You know what makes this conversation went long? It's because he replied me.... very very late. But it doesn't matter, though, as long as he started the conversation first and he also the one who continued the conversation, it was just soooooo fine. Lol. But, this is a twist in my story: so I heard that my crush had a conversation with another girl that he met on the basketball competition. And suddenly..... Yeah, I'm falling tooo pieeeeeeeces. Not really, lol. Yea I kinda shocked with that. Idk just why. Then also I heard that my crush is having a dangerous-self-confidence (read: always thought that he's the most handsome boy in the class) so I kinda ugh to him then I stepped back. AGAIN. And done. It's all over. 

The good news, well not good news actually, so, my old crush (what?) kinda in love with someone from another class, I heard he had a conversation with that girl, but some people said, that girl gives not really a good respond. It makes me think back. Well, he always give me a not-really-good respond too. Is this called as karma? He finally felt what I felt when I was approaching him. He gave me a very bad respond, he's so cold, and I think he just don't want to have a conversation with me. But then I heard, that girl also being like that to him. So, yeah. Karma karma karma is looking for you, what you gonna do if its looking for you?

Then, again. My third and fourth week of this month.... WAS VERY BUSY. Tests, quizzes, assignments, and more. But there's something I just can't wait any longer: FIELD TRIP! Field trip is on 17 March but still, the feel when you wait for something.... it came just one month before the main event.

March 2014

Actually it's still third week of the month but there's some thing that I want to tell. Still, on the first week we kinda relaxed, no busy or hectic days in this week. BUT THE WEEK AFTER THAT.... I feel like I just entered into the hell. The second week, a.k.a the week before Field Trip, filled by 2 tests in 1 day. So, if we have 5 days in school, and on that day it filled by 2 tests, so, I had about 10 tests last week. I just want to die when I saw my class-agenda. But thanks to Allah, that week, finally OVER. So many pressures from anywhere. Also, in this week I quite enjoy with my days without thinking about someone, because honestly, I don't have any crush again since I knew that my new crush is had a conversation with that girl. It doesn't matter my friends said that I'm a single, or else... I don't care though, hahaha being single is not that bad. Trust me. It's fun. You can have soooo many friends, and I'm very thankful to my friends who cares about me, and I care about my friends too. So, yeah, we care each other. 

The good news, again. Now, me and my old crush can talk each other, um, smoothly? Lol, just not like when I was still have a crush on him, it was just very awkward. But now? I talked to him like there isn't anything happened in the past. Yes, we're now being good friends. I just love it. It's just my conversation with him when we talked.... is flowing. We talked anything. But, idk, there was one day that he asked me to use my phone, then I said 'yes you can' he looks like curious about my phone :/ hmmm idk but yeah yeah it doesn't matter. Well, I just can't describe this part of story. Later, maybe. And.... the second good news, maybe. Is... I heard that my new crush is no longer having a conversation with that girl. Okay, I thought this would be a karma, again. Why? Because, he made me feel hurt with his attitude. And, I heard, that girl was giving a bad response to him too. Is this karma again?

Okay, last part. TOMORROW: FIELD TRIP 2014!! WOOOO CAN'T WAIT! 

just can't wait

i don't expect anything when i arrive there tomorrow :p i just want to enjoy the trip!!!

hmmmm maybe this only i can tell you sorry for shorten the story lol because i just can't tell it too deep -_- haha, well see ya in another post. whooop anyway i will update my blog with my field trip report soon :p